It was 1998, I was on the last flight out from Albuquerque to Atlanta, heading home to visit the family for Thanksgiving. Originally my departure was scheduled for that morning, but bad weather in Washington DC grounded my connecting flight. Ten hours, almost as many martinis (1998 was my martini year) and two plates of chicken fingers later, I sat crammed in a tiny regional jet flying above the desert en route to Georgia.
With a screaming infant next to me, I put my Shania Twain CD (1998 was my country year) into my portable player. With my face against the scratched Plexiglas, I stared into the night sky quietly mouthing You're Still The One.
The ground below was a mosaic of orange street lights. They seemed to scatter in a pattern that suggested a higher power simply dropped a handful of glitter on the center of each town and allowed the shining points of light to rest wherever they may.
Above, the yellow stars matched the Earth's man made jewels in equal splendor. It was a cloudless night and the space outside that humid, oppressive cabin seemed to call to me. Shania's words lulled me to sleep, even as l'infant miserable tried his damnest to keep me awake...
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The jet's engines throttled and shook the sky around me. I drifted lazily and slowly opened my eyes - and sure enough there was the plane, my plane, flying away from me... and I was simply hanging in the air. The distant city lights beneath me glowed with even greater intensity, as did the stars above. And there I was, a non-corporeal entity, swaying in the indigo night sky.
It was neat.
Then I began to panic. Was I dead? I had to be dead. The Void got me. THE VOID GOT ME! This was the Der erste Tod (First Death) which I'd read about in the rare mysticism books I'd uncovered in Berlin! Think. THINK! What were the causal factors that led to my demise. The baby caused me to put on my headphones. The headphones caused me to go to sleep ... and I must have suffocated against the window. The screaming baby was an agent of The Void? The Void is Shania Twain! I paused. Obviously there was a flaw in my logic. I took a deep breath -- although I wasn't breathing, and the flight attendent asked me if I cared for a beverage.
And I was looking at her. She was looking at me. I was back in my body, back in my seat and back on the plane. I shrieked. The baby started shrieking, people around me began to moan. His mother gave me the NASTIEST LOOK EVER. The puzzled stewardess apologized in that customer-servicey way for apparently somehow startling me. Turns out that I hadn't been asleep. I'd just been sitting there staring at her while she asked me repeatedly if I wanted a soft drink. On the floor Shania faintly sang from my discarded headphones.
I declined the offer of a Fresca, and waited while the beverage cart passed. I excused myself to the restroom and splashed cold water on my face. I wasn't dead. I had experienced my first astral projection.
From Wikipedia:
Astral projection (or astral travel) is a paranormal interpretation of an out-of-body experience achieved either awake or via lucid dreaming or deep meditation. The concept of astral projection assumes the existence of another body, separate from the physical body and capable of traveling to non-physical planes of existence.
And there you have it: my spirit drifted out of the cage and came to sit in what my paranormal psyche still considers it's safe place, a dark purple sky squashed by two glorious washes of twinkling stars. To this day when I (rarely) meditate into an astral state, that is always the starting point for my non-physical journey.
I'm not sure why exactly. My meditation instructor, Mr. Patel (he's a burly, mustached macho man who I naturally nicknamed Yogi Bear), is inclined to believe the contentment of the initial location: going home, the sensation of flight and the serene view outside the window, were all factors in why I begin my astral travels at that very spot.
Regardless, astral projection isn't something I particularly enjoy. Whereas Mr. Patel routinely passes his consciousness between the worlds of the Spirit and Man, I'm a little too attracted to my own body, not to mention Mr. Patel's. Woof. I'm more than content to keep my soul inside my body and my body securely on the ground.
